Cooking??

I have realized maybe I am not a blogger but I want to be. Or do I just want something to do. I was watching Julia and Julia today(one of my favorite movies) and realized why can't I do something like that? Why can't I have something that pushes me to do things I love. But what do I love??....Daniel, Family, the Lord, Decorating, Making people smile, Friends, Shopping for things, Eating, Traveling, and Starting new things. (oh my goodness that was hard) So is cooking what I should do? I just want to do something that something in my life to look forward to everyday. Daniel has school, what do I have? I have work. ( that sentence makes me sad) I want something?

So yesterday was a good day but a long day at work and I was so tired. I worked out the day before maybe a little too hard so I skipped working out yesterday. Today I will work out when I get home from lunch. Dan and I went to the grocery store and bought good healthy for me. I even got sweets because if you know me I have a really big sweet tooth. Thank you skinny cow! This morning i had a small bowl of bunches of oats multi-grain and for lunch yogurt, kiwi, and small veg. sandwich. It's Friday for me today because I have tomorrow off! YAY....I need it!

No time to blog this morning running late....I had a smothies for break fast and vegs. for lunch 200 cals.

The Diet of all Diets!!

Ok so I am always on and off a diet. I never follow through I always give up and say i am fine and the next week I am trying something new. I know i am not huge or anything I am just not happy with the size i am and I don't feel health. I have gained weight since college and it is time to work it off for good. So today is day 1! Now this new blog might be boring but I thought it might help me if I wrote things down and out it out there. So bare with me on this blog because I really need to do this for me.
I working out is really hard for me I like doing it but it is just getting there that is hard. If I want to work out in the morning this means I have to get up around 5:30 or 5:45 and that is so early. This is because I go to work at 8 and that means I have to leave the house at 7:30. So I try but most days I can't get up. Oh but wait in the afternoon I should work out but the time I get home from working a 8 hour shift on my feet all day working out is the last thing on my mind. So I need help in this area. I need to keep motivated and I should work out in the afternoon after work at 5 because I can do it more thoroughly.
Day 1
-No work out in the morning I set my alarm for 5:30 and daylight saving time is messing me up so tonight I will do the laundry and work out at the same time. (Our gym is next to the laundry room)
-Breakfast: Smoothie With Strawberries, yogurt,and oj ( has to hold me till 1) 150 cals?
-Lunch:Garden Vegetable Medley 160 cals
-Dinner: TBA
I have to go grocery shopping tomorrow for good healthy food
What should I get? Any Ideas?

Christmas Time!

If anyone knows me they know I LOVE christmas time! I love the starbucks seasonal coffee drinks, the cold weather, bowl games, presents, the music, and especially the family time. I love spending time with my family and having fun. This christmas is very different though Daniel and I are married now and it is our first christmas together as a married couple. I am so excited to be with him on christmas and spending time together while he is on his break. We are not going to be able to be with other family this chirstmas and it makes me so very sad. It is crazy to think I won't see my mom and dad on christmas morning. That I am not to pass out the present to all the family members and gather around the table for lunch. That we will not go skiing together and have winter out door FUN. Daniel and I are so SAD but we are trying to be strong. I have to work and it is good because we need that money but sad that I can't be there with my family. I need encouragement and strength to get through this week seeing everyone else with family. I just want to be my normal self and Love Christmas!!!

Dan and i went to a conveyor-belt sushi place tonight it was so cool we had so much sushi for so cheap! It was so fun to watch the sushi go round and round.

Daniel's Birthday!!

Daniel's Birthday Party

Daniel turned 23 this weekend and I had made him a cake and got him some UW T-Shirts and also I got him a 100 dollar gift card to Best Buy. It was sad though because we had no friend to celebrate with but I tried to make it a good day. We miss everyone so MUCH!